Archive for 2011

Search Engine Optimizers

SEO is an abbreviation for "search engine optimizer." Many SEOs provide useful services for website owners, from writing copy to giving advice on site architecture and helping to find relevant directories to which a site can be submitted. However, a few unethical SEOs have given the industry a black eye through their overly aggressive marketing efforts and their attempts to unfairly manipulate search engine results.

While Google doesn't have relationships with any SEOs and doesn't offer recommendations, we do have a few tips that may help you distinguish between an SEO that will improve your site and one that will only improve your chances of being dropped from search engine results altogether.

  • Be wary of SEO firms that send you email out of the blue.
    Amazingly, we get these spam emails too:
    I visited your website and noticed that you are not listed in most of the major search engines and directories..."
    Reserve the same skepticism for unsolicited email about search engines as you do for "burn fat at night" diet pills or requests to help transfer funds from deposed dictators.

  • No one can guarantee a #1 ranking on Google.
    Beware of SEOs that claim to guarantee Rankings, allege a "special relationship" with Google, or advertise a "priority submit" to Google. There is no priority submit for Google. In fact, the only way to submit a site to Google directly is through our add url in ""/addurl" page or through the" Sitemaps (Beta) program, and you can do this yourself at no cost whatsoever.

  • Be careful if a company is secretive or won't clearly explain what they intend to do.
    Ask for explanations if something is unclear. If an SEO creates deceptive or misleading content on your behalf, such as doorway pages or "throwaway" domains, your site could be removed entirely from Google's index. Ultimately, you are responsible for the actions of any companies you hire, so it's best to be sure you know exactly how they intend to "help" you.

  • You should never have to link to an SEO.
    Avoid SEOs that talk about the power of "free-for-all" links, link popularity schemes, or submitting your site to thousands of search engines. These are typically useless exercises that don't affect your ranking in the results of the major search engines -- at least, not in a way you would likely consider to be positive.

  • Some SEOs may try to sell you the ability to type keywords directly into the browser address bar.
    Most such proposals require users to install extra software, and very few users do so. Evaluate such proposals with extreme care and be skeptical about the self-reported number of users who have downloaded the required applications.

  • Choose wisely.
    While you consider whether to go with an SEO, you may want to do some research on the industry. Google is one way to do that of course. You might also seek out a few of the cautionary tales that have appeared in the press, including this article on one particularly aggressive SEO: While Google doesn't comment on specific companies, we've encountered firms calling themselves SEOs who follow practices that are clearly beyond the pale of accepted business behavior. Be careful.

  • Be sure to understand where the money goes.
    While Google never sells better ranking in our search results, several other search engines combine pay-per-click or pay-for-inclusion results with their regular web search results. Some SEOs will promise to rank you highly in search engines, but place you in the advertising section rather than in the search results. A few SEOs will even change their bid prices in real time to create the illusion that they "control" other search engines and can place themselves in the slot of their choice. This scam doesn't work with Google because our advertising is clearly labeled and separated from our search results, but be sure to ask any SEO you're considering which fees go toward permanent inclusion and which apply toward temporary advertising.

  • Talk to many SEOs, and ask other SEOs if they'd recommend the firm you're considering.
    References are a good start, but they don't tell the whole story. You should ask how long a company has been in business and how many full time individuals it employs. If you feel pressured or uneasy, go with your gut feeling and play it safe: hold off until you find a firm that you can trust. Ask your SEO firm if it reports every spam abuse that it finds to Google using our spam complaint form at Ethical SEO firms report deceptive sites that violate Google's spam guidelines.

  • Make sure you're protected legally.
    For your own safety, you should insist on a full and unconditional money-back guarantee. Don't be afraid to request a refund if you're unsatisfied for any reason, or if your SEO's actions cause your domain to be removed from a search engine's index. Make sure you have a contract in writing that includes pricing. The contract should also require the SEO to stay within the guidelines recommended by each search engine for site inclusion.

What are the most common abuses a website owner is likely to encounter?
One common scam is the creation of "shadow" domains that funnel users to a site by using deceptive redirects. These shadow domains often will be owned by the SEO who claims to be working on a client's behalf. However, if the relationship sours, the SEO may point the domain to a different site, or even to a competitor's domain. If that happens, the client has paid to develop a competing site owned entirely by the SEO.

Another illicit practice is to place "doorway" pages loaded with keywords on the client's site somewhere. The SEO promises this will make the page more relevant for more queries. This is inherently false since individual pages are rarely relevant for a wide range of keywords. More insidious, however, is that these doorway pages often contain hidden links to the SEO's other clients as well. Such doorway pages drain away the link popularity of a site and route it to the SEO and its other clients, which may include sites with unsavory or illegal content.

What are some other things to look out for?
There are a few warning signs that you may be dealing with a rogue SEO. It's far from a comprehensive list, so if you have any doubts, you should trust your instincts. By all means, feel free to walk away if the SEO:
  • Owns shadow domains
  • Puts links to their other clients on doorway pages
  • Offers to sell keywords in the address bar
  • Doesn't distinguish between actual search results and ads that appear in search results
  • Guarantees ranking, but only on obscure, long keyword phrases you would get anyway
  • Operates with multiple aliases or falsified WHOIS info
  • Gets traffic from "fake" search engines, spyware, or scumware
  • Has had domains removed from Google's index or is not itself listed in Google
Wednesday, December 28, 2011


We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl up against a wall is romance. Sex is easy; you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don’t know how that happened.

-John C. Moffi-
Friday, December 23, 2011

a Letter for mom

A mother passing by her daughter’s bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, “Mom.” With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:
Wednesday, December 21, 2011

It's getting Suck

Hello guys,

I think i will completely stop writing about f1 game carrer, coz it getting already suck... To much bugs on codemasters develop, and i tired if i must re-playing at some track that giving unrealistic result such as Lotus or Hispanian on top 5 on the end of race with 100% race laps, that so.... IMPOSIBRRU!!!

Then from now on i'll just post about F1 and motoGP race review only and of course some story about life or about HKBP and /or Nomensen.

That's all what i want to write for these week.
Saturday, December 17, 2011

Season 1: F1 2011 Canadian GP

Montreal, Canada. Season 1, Race 7.

After bad result on Monaco last race, I felt a little nervous for this race. On practice season, we have a new compound to be test, to increase car's downforce to get more speed on straight line, team giving a time to beat, so the enginer preparing two different setup, but i dunno what's wrong with the car, it felt like don't want to speeding and at the corner rear tyre feels like grinding. My time haven't much change with the second setup too. And Adrian have a good time, he's on P12 mean while i'm on P16 on the end of the practice season.

practice and qualifying result
On qualy, not much change even i use thesuper soft tyre set, but at least we can break into season two qualifying, but that all we can i just moving 1 grid from my practice season, so i start from P15 tommorow, mean while Adrian got P13.

race screenshot
On race day, team decide to not use the new compound for a while, just like Adrian car, because the weather forecast says that the race will interupted by rain. On the start i use a half of my KERS power to catching up the front car, so at first turn and second one's i got P8 between Hamilton and Button, and then pushing my car to the limit to get Alguesuari and Schumacher, and i dunno with both McLaren car's they look strugling. At the middle race the rain came up, i dunno what laps it is but i remembered it after my second pit, rainy race with soft tyre and, well the rain isn't hard but the track is getting wet so easily so, for several times i got my rear tyre is slip but i still can control my steer, and then team call me for tyre change they has preparing the intermediate tyre, a rainy race and the other car's is on long gap so, i just geting to drive save and maintain the gap, and i ended the race at P6 mean while Adrian got P8 and Webber as the winner in front of his team mate Vettel.

Not a bad result and thankfully i'm back on my pace. A great day i think.

after race result

Friday, December 02, 2011

Season 1: F1 2011 Monaco GP

Monte Carlo, Monaco. Season 1, Race 6.

Here it is, the most glamoreus F1 race. Monaco, hop i got the very best result here. And i have a new helmet, still with red, white and black color stripes with a sponsor sticker also, but just Arai that is my sponsor, the other is team's sponsors. Thank for ML2166 who designed this helmet for me.

On practice season, we had a bit problem with the car setup, not just for me but also for Adrian's car. I still strugling with the steer handling. And near the end of the season i broke my left front wing, so team said to canceling my lap and return to garag, makes me endede on P19 mean while Adrian on P14.

On the qualy first season, it's getting worse, well at the beggining i can reach the top 10, but middle season the car feels oversteer on everywhere, and at the end of the first season i hit the wall, i had to get out of my car so the steward can remove my car, because it blockade the circuit, so i ended up on P22, mean while Adrian got P11 for start, what a shame.

The race day, i dunno where i have to start the story, start from P22 grid, it really cruel at the firs corner lot of a car there. so at the first corner team said that there is a collision behind me, not long enough there is yellow flag on sector 1 and sector 3, after a minutes there is a collision that make safty car deployed, after some laps we back racing, well it always repeated like that and i dunno who is got DNF and whatever, after my 4th pit i feels that my car is getting hard to controlled, i always got wide on some fast corner and i ended after hitting the wall. That damn wall, this is my first time that i can't finish my race, what a day....

Hope tomorrow, Montreal give me luck.

after race result

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Season 1: F1 2011 Spain GP

Race 5, Circuit de Catalunya

Season 1, Race 4. Catalunya, SPAIN

Practice season result
After a great result at Turkey last race, team has a good confidance for this race. And Mr. Vijay says "Well done" and he also promising me that if i can stay fokus like this my seat in Force India is abselutly save, so glad knowing that i will have another season on this team.

Practice season, not much i can say, car feels good, setup suit with track condition, even i run with medium compound tyre and mix 2 engine setup, i still can manage on top ten at the table result. But sadly on Adrian's time, look like he having problem with his car setup, his best position is on P18 even he use soft compound on his tyre.

Qualifying season result
Qualifying season, all day is showered with rain, can't have a maximum performence on condition like this, so we had to save our engine for the race day, coz we use used engine from the last race at Turkey, we just looking for a save place now, i got P18 while Adrian got P15 for the race start, and Hamilton taking the pole with 1:22.612 as best lap time.

Racing day, team says i will use prime tyres (medium compound) on start meanwhile Adrian use optional tyres (soft compound) so i will came in a bit late on pit stop from the others. Start begin, i quckly i use a half of my KERS so i can reach my max speed, gained some position on first turn chicane, i almost hit one of Williams rear wing, but  still can manage my braking and take his left on stright line, on turn two dueling with Torro Rosso, driving on his right side to pushing my car on tinside lin and push him out from the line, so i can reach a gap on turn three. After a fiew lap, i got problem with the KERS wen crossing the star/finish line, "KERS is offline" radio says, i try to manage my time with pushing engine to mix 3 seting so i can maintain my gap from the car behind, after 2 laps KERS is back online, but i still use mix 3 to get closing with front car.

Race screen capture

On lap 17 if i'm not wrong, there is an accident that make safty car launched, team says it Vettel and Button who had crashing and also make Barrichello DNF on pit garage, so i catching up to get joined with the others car it take a lap to joining, coz the gap is was about 30 or 40 second. We were about 5 or 7 lap behind SC, to giving time to clean up the track. i was on P5, so i was thinking that i will looking a good chance when SC came in to pit. But sadly when SC came in, it was coincides with my pit lap, so when SC is back to pit line it was me and Nico Rosberg who came in for changing tyres, the Mercedes pit crew is a bit faster on action, so i came out behind Nico on P18, spending a few laps behind Nico i got a good chance on  last cichane, he's a bit wide when trying to over take a Virgin car so i use this to overtake him and then Ambrosio's on start/finish line and ont turn 3 i also overtake Lotus car, useing a set of fresh soft compound i push my car as fast as i can, and presume condition from who's haven't pitting after Safty Car convoy, and gaining some place to catch P9. Mean while Mark give another victory for Red Bull and again Adrian had another DNF races, it a shame that we cant optimized the SC condition, but still this is a race sport, there no specific strategy to have a  good result, there will be an unpredictable situations.

Next is Monaco series, can't wait.

Here is the after race result:
click for big image

Saturday, November 12, 2011

The $20 Story

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.
SON:「Mummy, may I ask you a question?
MUM:「Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.」 
SON:「Mummy, how much do you make an hour?
MUM:「That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?」 the woman said angrily. 

SON:「I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?
MUM:「If you must know, I make $20 an hour.」 
SON:「Oh..」 the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON:「Mummy, may I please borrow $5?
The mother was furious, 「If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door... 
The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money? 
After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think: 
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $5 and he really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door. 
Are you asleep, son?」 She asked.
No Mummy, I'm awake,」replied the boy. 
I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier」 said the woman. 「It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $5 you asked for.」 
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 「Oh, thank you Mummy!」he yelled.
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. 
The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother. 
Why do you want more money if you already have some?」 the mother grumbled.
Because I didn't have enough, but now I do.」 the little boy replied. 
Mummy, I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.」 
The mother was crushed. She put her arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $20 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
Wednesday, November 09, 2011

F1 2011 Turkey GP

Practice season and result
Istambul, Turkey. Season 1, Race 4.

After bad result at china last race, i came with passion i have to got finished on big 10, it's a pay day!

On practice season 1 all we done is testing the grip and suspension,we had to increase car's top speed, coz this circuit is having a long stright line. At the second season, we began to adjust car setup for race and qualy condition, coz the weather forecast says that race will cloudy but we cant do a lot, we have to save the enggine for the race day. On last practice season we got the ideal setup and end up on P8 but unfortunately after finished my lap, at the first cichane my rear left tyre got sliped on the grass and i got lost control on rear tyres, the car is going to wall but lucky there is a gravel trap so the car didn't hit the wall just grazed on it. Thanks God for it.

Qualifying result
Qualifying, not much insiden a quiet season i think, gained enough speed on the car i got P6 on the grid tomorrow, sad for adrian, he looks strugling with his car, he event can't pass for the second season and stuck on P17. Vettel got pole and Hamillton is right behind him the gap is just 0.001 second and fernando on P3 congrats for them.

Race day, wheather look cloudy and team hope is i can reach big 5 coz Adrian looks can't reach the team objectives. So race begin, on the start i'm chose not to use the KERS emidietly, Mark is on my right side on the first corner and i took inside line to overtake the his 5th position, duel with Filipe for several laps, i got chance to overtake him at the second cichane on sector 2, took him from the inside line with DRS help on the stright line, keeping my pace to the best condition before my first stop Lewis looks have a problem with his tyre and make me easily overtake him on the long stright line, and maintine the distance from him but cant getting closer to the race leader Vettel.

Race screen capture
After changing to prime tyres, i got behind Senna teams say that he haven't stop for tyre yet, so i keep beheind him and looking for chance on the stright line to overtake him. avter several laps back to P2 position, looks like cant pursuit Vettel car the distance is 30 second so i try my best to defence my position and play save, at last stop having  problem with the radio, i contact team to give me option tyre to increase more grip coz car behind is getting closer within 5 second from me, but on pit they give me a set of prime tyres. had no chance so i keep the enggine use Mix 3 setting to increas the speed.

No radio contact with the team after last pit i getting worried coz i don't know how close is car behind and distance between me and the race leader, 5 laps remaining the radio has back to work, team say they still don't know what happen with the radio and informing that Button is 4 second right behind me and keep faster a half second from my time, looks like he using option tyres and the race leader is really far away, i was 1 minutes and 15 second behind him. What the hell, how can he so fast like that, but i dont care, now what i must do is to keep this position and take my second podium, so i use all i have on the car, at the last lap i finished on P2 and Button at P3, 3 second behind me.

After race

So Ecstatic, feels that i'am is the race winner, i keep thinking how can Vettel so far away like that is he having a help from a ginnie? But still, after a bad race on Chinese GP this is a great relief, well see you in Catalunya.
Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Remembering IL. Nommensen, the Apostle of Batak Land

Hundreds of Germans people mingled with Indonesian citizens commemorate 150 years of the presence of Christian missionary in the land of Batak Protestant Germany (1861-2011). Commemoration made ​​on Friday (7 / 10) in a small town west of Wuppertal Germany, hometown missionary Dr. Ingwer Ludwig Nommensen prior to evangelize to the Batak lands and succeeded in laying the foundations of the establishment Batak Protestant Christian (HKBP).
Dr. I.L Nommensen
While in Indonesia, a series of worship or thanksgiving celebration called the Feast of 150 Jubileum Year is being celebrated throughout HKBP church in their respective territories. Planned, the peak national celebrations will be held on December 4, 2011 at Bung Karno Stadium, Jakarta.

For the Batak, Nommensen not just carriers of religious figures. His name is known as a reformer who succeeded in laying the foundations of the education sector, economic, and health in the Land of Batak. Noted, Nommensen had established 510 schools with 32,700 pupils of people, in various regions in North Sumatra, among others, in Balige, Tarutung, Siantar, Sidikalang, Samosir, and Ambarita. Each visit villages, Nommensen also always carry the medicine box, and tried to cure various diseases of local communities.

Nommensen born in Nordstrand, Denmark is now entered German territory on February 6, 1834. He died in Sigumpar, Samosir Toba, North Sumatra on May 23, 1918.

Ingwer Ludwig Nommensen, better known as the greeting Nommensen was a prominent German missionary who had founded the largest church denomination's in Indonesia, namely HKBP.

HKBP stood on October 7, 1861 at Pearaja, Tarutung, North Tapanuli. HKBP is the largest church among the Batak, including among the Protestant churches throughout Indonesia.

Currently, HKBP had a congregation of approximately five million people, scattered throughout the world. Outside the country, several churches HKBP also been developed. As in Singapore, Kuala Lumpur, New York, Colorado, Tokyo, Germany, and elsewhere. However, despite using the name of Batak, HKBP also open to other races.

Nommensen had a neat story embedded in every Batak society, especially the sub-ethnic Toba. Without him, the Batak believed there would not be able to compete in the middle of the majority tribe in Indonesia today. No wonder the name immortalized Nommensen eventually became the name and symbol of the school, from kindergarten through university.

So glorious, the Batak people confer even the Apostle calls (in Batak language called Apostel) for Nommensen. In fact, as the Apostles in Christianity, is only given to the 12 disciples of Jesus.

Not too much, the title apostle is pinned to the Nommensen very feasible given him. Not for the cult Nommensen, but respect his work is evident in the life of the Batak people. Nommensen has become history for the Batak people.
Friday, October 28, 2011

F1 2011 Chinese GP

Welcome to Chinese F1 2011 Grand Prix...

My 3rd GP on this season. China Drand Prix.
The team has made some improvement on our new front wing, and this weekend we had to setup the splitter to increase downforce with this new compound.

Practice and Qualy result
Free practice, we make a lot simulation on this new front wing, but sadly on 2nd and 3rd practice season weather is so unwell, its rainny cant make any improvement with this condition.  I got P18 and Adrian got P17.

Qualifying, wheather is great, make a lap time but i dunno what happen the car feel not good enaugh, so Andy  make a change on wings setup, but still can't run faster meanwhile Adrian have a great day, he will start at front row, yeah he got P2 and while i stuck on P18, far away from my qualy objective on P12, so depresed.

Race day, the wheater getting crazy, all along day is rainny so engginer change the car setup to wet race. On start, i got a good start take inside line on first corner gainning to P11 place, but not long enough, Button and Filipe right behind me and keep closing and looking for a chance to take me off, and what their want is come, i make a mistake at last corner, to much speed i got understeer, and then Button take it easily. At next 2 lap Felipe catch me at long straight line, not long enaugh i make other mistake, got wide on the first corner make my tyres covered up by grass and make it so slippery, on turn 2 i got slip while Kamui and Perez in behind me, they overtake me, on the end of lap i come to pit to get this dirty tyres changed.

The Race Screen Capture

After Race
Look like i’m not the only ones who get really bad day, i saw Fernando and Nico not much different from me, Nico gets collision Lotus car, and i dunno what happen with Fernando, coz what i know is he haveing battle one of Redbull and McLaren’s car, meanwhile Felipe duel with Button. At the end, i finished at 16th and Fernando 2 cars in front of me at 14th, and the race winner is Lewis meanwhile Adrian got 5th place right behind of Vettel.

Not a good weekend for me, but still the important thing is team get some point in here, i’m happy for Sutil.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Formula 1 Schedule

Schedule Formula 1 at Global TV Indonesia live broadcast:

1. Australia GP

  • Sunday, 27 March 2011
  • Live, 13.00 WIB
  • download F1 2011 GP Australia (coming soon)

2. Malaysia GP

  • Sunday, 10 April 2011
  • Live, 15.00 WIB
  • download F1 2011 GP Malaysia (coming soon)

3. China GP

  • Sunday, 17 April 2011
  • Live, 13.30 WIB
  • download F1 2011 GP China (coming soon)

4. Turkey GP

  • Sunday, 8 Mei 2011
  • Live, 19.00 WIB
  • download F1 2011 GP Turkey (coming soon)

5. Spain GP Catalunya

  • Sunday, 22 Mei 2011
  • Live, 19.00 WIB
  • download F1 2011 GP Spain (coming soon)

6. Monaco GP

7. Canada GP

8. Eropean GP Valencia

9. Great Britain GP

10. German GP 2011

11. Hungary GP

12. Belgium GP

13. Italian GP

  • Sunday, 11 September 2011
  • Live, 19.00 WIB
  • download F1 2011 GP Italy (coming soon)

14. Singapore GP

15. Japan GP

16. Korean GP

17. India GP

18. Abu Dhabi GP

19. Brazil GP

Sunday, October 16, 2011

F1 2011 Malaysia GP

Welcome to Malaysian Grand Prix....

My second race at my first season as F1 driver. So excited, coz Malaysia is near from my home ground Indonesia. Wishing for the best result on here.

that's my new helmet
I got an email from my manager Sabine, oh yeah i forgot to introduce her. Sabine Walker, she is my manager i great one. She had a really great work to get me here, racing on the top class with Force India. Anyway she mailed me that she had speak with Mr.Vijay and they give me an objective, finish on P15 on qualy and P12 or above on the race day. Oh i almost forgot, she give me a new helmet for this race, she said that this is a special race coz it's near from my ground home it's black-red stripes with white, like Kimi's helmet from a distance. Well the helmet is still devoid of sponsors by the way, i still haven't any personal sponsors here.
Free practice. Andy told me that the engginer team have 3 different setup for me to make a test with the new front wing compound for the R&D project. So at the first day i got a new set of front wing and trial setup, taking a view lap the new compound isn't good enough, so team make a view change on car setup and resetup the new compound. The cars feel so understeer, but still can finished the time objective. Finally the last setup, with combination compound on the wings, suspension feel a bit hard but more stabil on stright line and the cichane, team's call for pitting they changed tyre to soft compound and tell me to used mix 3 on enggine map. And yeah, a solid setup i think, got a great lap time now on, finished on P4 at FP3.

Qualifying. The weather is really bad, so rainy when we preparing the car on garage, then nightmare is come, two minutes before qualy weather forecasts said that hard rain will come in 5 minutes, not a good day i think. I cant say much here, i got P9 on start mean while Adrian got P6, i think we're luck for this time, we all got top ten on the start grip tommorow.

Race day. Weather looks cerah, a good to racing for me, as usual taking a warm up lap, we get ready for the light. on start i langsung use KERS to get me on front place and taking the inside line on turn 1, i just see one mcLaren  take a lead from two Ferrari'sond turn 1 the got inside beetwen the Ferrari's and took another KERS to chasing Ferrari car on front, radiio said that he is Fernando and Felipe and Adrian is right behind me. On turn 4 really close with Fernando but he lock his posision on inside line, after a few lap get so close to him and got chance on turn 9, he take inside wide open on his right i take a late braking and cut his exit lane on that corner.

A few lap fighting with him, a weard thing happens, his front wing is damaged by it self, i dunno wahat happens, i never touch his wing by the way. Lost his front wing make him slowing, it my chance to getting away from Felipe. After last pit stop radio tells that Lewis is getting lack of fuel, its my chance i changging to mix 3 and staring to getting close to him, 5 laps remaining he start to slow down to concerve his fuel. Getting cleser and closer, i began to attack him, he get really strong defence, miracle come at turn 15 on 2 laps remaining, using KERS and DRS i got his back, closing to the last corner i take his inside i can see my front left tyre locked coz a bit late to brake on that high speed. On last lap i was nervous, this is my first time have a lead and it's happen on last lap, had widened on turn 8, luckily i still can manage steer and safe from debris, and Lewis posistion is still on behind me. And finally i cross that checked flag as the first driver, unbelivable and unforgoten momment. Like i said, a bright day to start a race, dunno what to say this is a great day.

Here is the after race result.
Saturday, October 15, 2011

Sniper: Ghost Warrior review

Sniper: Ghost Warior cover
Snipers are some of the deadliest and most frustrating soldiers to deal with in shooters, so it's very appealing to be the one behind the scope in Sniper: Ghost Warrior. The trouble is that a lot of design miscues by developer City Interactive make it almost as aggravating to play a sniper here as it is to try to avoid the insta-kill headshots that snipers deal out as bad guys in other first-person shooters. Maddening difficulty, irritating enemy AI that hides its stupidity by being prescient, and terrible stealth mechanics make the game as annoying as a mosquito in your bedroom. Only sharp jungle visuals, cool slow-mo camera effects that let you get up close and personal with bloody headshots, and a somewhat promising multiplayer save the game from being a total disaster.

The story behind the Sniper: Ghost Warrior campaign deals with some kind of revolt in a banana republic. Details are sparse, with you being filled in on a need-to-know basis through brief orders from HQ during missions, but it seems like the bad guys have taken over this tropical paradise and the Yanks are on the way to restore order. Faster than you can say "Hey, that's just like what Reagan did with Grenada!" you've got your boots on the ground as a Ghost Warrior, an elite covert operative with a sniper rifle and a plan. Well, you've got to assume there's a plan behind all of it. You're given clear orders in the levels and sent off to kill various baddies, rescue captives, mark targets, secure data, and clear out bases. You're also ordered to cover assault operations marked off by onscreen dots and a gauge that tracks distance from goals, but you're never given the whole picture aside from random tidbits about drugs and a nuclear program.

Individual mission objectives are quite varied. While the majority of the game focuses on traditional sniper duties, like shooting sentries in the head via your telescopic sights, some levels mix in stealth and others deal with straight-out shooter carnage that is all about going to town with the budda-budda-budda stuff. At times, you bounce around to different parts of battlefields, seeing how fights play out from different angles. One moment, you're on a tower taking out enemy snipers to protect an incoming assault team. The next, you're part of that assault team, shooting up all and sundry. Levels feature lush jungles, ancient ruins, sandy beaches, and tin shacks, making your sniping exploits look a bit like clips from somebody's slides during an off-the-beaten-path vacation in Cuba. That's not to say that Sniper: Ghost Warrior is on Crysis' level (there are some real rough edges, like extremely blocky shadows), although the game looks more than respectable, even featuring a slow-mo bullet cam whenever you make a headshot or kill two enemies with one pull of the trigger. An array of jungle noises and Spanish enemy chatter further build a Caribbean atmosphere, although the audio is marred by chintzy weapon sounds. 

…that tracks the bullet from the barrel of your rifle
to the bad guy's face. It's just a shame that this is
the most satisfying part of the entire game.
While the different styles of gameplay and scenic locales keep things fresh, nothing is pulled off particularly well. Regular sniper chores are the most enjoyable part of the game because they're straightforward and offer that peculiar shooter satisfaction that comes from turning an enemy's head into a red geyser from a mile away. If you dial up the difficulty, you have to deal with wind, heart rate, breathing, and gravity whenever you hold down the right mouse button to squint into your sight, too. It's all a bit extreme, though. Environmental effects are ramped up way too high. The sight jerks all over the place with your breathing, even when you're holding down the shift key to focus in on a target. Sneaking around is even more annoying than shooting. The game tracks how hidden you are from prying eyes with a meter that clears when you're skulking through the jungle and climbs into the red when you're spotted by an enemy. It's a solid idea but poorly implemented. Cover isn't tracked well either. Sometimes you're spotted when you're buried in jungle; sometimes you're invisible behind a couple of weeds or a thin tree that even Paris Hilton couldn't hide behind. Even worse, you're often totally blind behind a bunch of big green leaves although enemies can see you perfectly and fill you full of holes.

And then there are moments when Sniper: Ghost Warrior descends into utter stupidity. Much of the game is plagued by terrible enemy AI, which is most notable in the shoot-'em-up sections. Sentries freeze in place, get stuck running into walls and rocks, and sometimes pause for a good three Mississippis before shooting even when they have you dead to rights. But, then, when they are smart, they're too smart. If one enemy is alerted, then sometimes everybody knows exactly where you are instantly. Allied AI is also bad, with squadmates that are absolutely worthless. They do little but stand out in the open firing shots that never seem to hit anything. Difficulty is all over the place. In numerous levels, you run into brick walls, thanks to insanely hard sequences where you have to kill a bunch of targets in no more than a handful of seconds (at one point while on a raft bouncing all over the place in choppy water) or one target with a perfect shot instantly. One level even ends with a ridiculous section where you have to run for a chopper while invisible enemies take shots at you; then, when you get through this deadly gauntlet, about a dozen enemies appear out of the brush out of nowhere to mow you down. 

A close-up look at the last seconds of this poor guy's life.
Many of these flaws are somewhat mitigated in multiplayer, where you don't have to deal with the AI issues or the crazy difficulty. The game's Deathmatch, Team Deathmatch, and VIP (one player is designated the VIP, which makes him a more valuable target) modes don't offer anything earth-shatteringly different from other shooters, but intricate maps with countless hidey holes and shadowy spots make matches intense. You have to be aware of your surroundings because enemies are tough to see unless you've gained a good high sniping position looking over the entire map. Even these locations don't allow for much camping because they're watched by experienced players and regularly cleared out with grenades. With that said, gameplay is an acquired taste and the learning curve is high. Until you really learn the maps, you spend a lot of time getting gunned down by enemies you never even see. It's too bad there is no cooperative option here because being able to play sniper-and-spotter with a buddy through a campaign against AI enemies would seem to be the best multiplayer option that a game like this could offer.

While Sniper: Ghost Warrior has a few pluses, they're hard to spot buried under the many design flaws that make the game one frustrating rumble in the jungle. It's awfully gratifying to line up a perfect kill and be rewarded with a bullet-time slow-mo sequence that shows what happened to the bad guy's head after you squeezed the trigger. But annoyances like the overly sensitive shooting, punitive stealth sequences, and insane difficulty spikes make the satisfying moments few and far between. 

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

F1 2011 Australia GP

 My first race at f1 circus, Melburne Australia.

I'm so happy that Mr.Vijay chose me as his second driver on his F1 team Force India, lot of surprise, not just for me but also for the media. They say that Force India made a gamble for choosing me as their driver, and yeah for a new comer like me, that I instantly make up a contract with mediocore team as Force India, it a big gamble.

So came to australia with a big question for the media, and yeah, news about me on newspaper without a foto of me, just get a little collom on bottom left. But who cares, i'm here for racing not became a celeb by the way. So i put my objective at least i finish in front of the Williams, althought my team just giving a bit lower objective, atleast finish on P15 on qualy and P12 or above in the race.

Saturday, October 08, 2011

F1 2011 The Game review

It's September 23rd 2010, the F1 draught finally ends following the release of F1 2010 by the Birmingham based Codemasters team. A fine game terrorized by some bad press and a few problems, nevertheless we gave it an 8 due to its innovative approach. It marked the first F1 game ever to include features like the press, car upgrades and a weather system that actually looks any good. Fast-forward 12 months and the cards have changed; Codemasters must now release f1 2011 - the sequel. Pressure tense as one year of additional development time and a strong base makes for high expectations. Have they delivered or is this one to forget? 

F1 2010’s paddock menu is swapped in favor of a more traditional menu with the F1 scene moved to the back – much improved. Gamers upgrading from the 2010 game will notice a new mode called proving grounds. This is nothing more than time trial, still with alien grip, and time attack. Time Attack put you in a pre-determined scenario without any options to alter the playing field. There’re only 6 challenges available right now, suggesting Codemasters doesn't believe in this mode much. 
Therefore career mode and online are still the ballpark this year. Career mode shifts you in the shoes of a beginning F1 driver. With 5 contract offers on the table, it's your job to impress the team and reward them by leaving for the likes of Ferrari or Mclaren. The Addams Family agent is gone and replaced by a neat motor home complimented by all the essentials. Immersion is the key variable this year - adding press clippings and an email system to keep things fresh. A nice move but changes are only skin-deep. Reputation still indicates what teams are interested and the press answers don’t influence the game much. Unfortunately beating a rival still grants you his seat - a silly sequence that hasn't ever occurred in real life. Fortunately drivers pushing beyond their weight can now at least keep the job despite failing to match the reputation points required. Fixes like these ensure that career mode ups last year's attempt despite being nowhere near satisfying. 

The tagline in F1 2011 is: "be the driver, live the life, go compete." The last bit is new this year and underlines the multiplayer side of the game. Multiplayer is divided into three bits: co-op, multiplayer, split-screen.
Split-screen is new this year and allows for a single or series of races together with a friend. Most of the settings are available but unfortunately practice or qualifying sessions aren’t possible. Graphics do take a hit, as does the driving mechanic. 
Therefore the preferred way of racing socially is doing a co-op season. Here you become teammates and have to fight for the top spot within the team. It's an intriguing concept because, while a team performance, in the end only one can win the championship. 
Multiplayer is the same as last year but the talented coders in Birmingham have added a few key differences. Spectator mode is new for people to view any online session while in the lobby. Weirdly this hasn’t converted to single player or works while in the garage. Arguably more important is the ability to add AI cars to complete the field to 24 cars total, of which 16 can be human cars. A much-appreciated improvement as last year races were prone to becoming a quick bore, especially if all other competitors chose to quit after the first corner. 
F1 2011 is definitely much more social and I love what they accomplished. With that said I still avoid public lobbies because it's just not safe out there. 

Tuesday, October 04, 2011

YUI ~Smile Like an Angel~

Yui Yoshioka
Why we must love YUI?

Ya, kenapa? kualitas suaranya? rata2 saja...
Ayumi Hamasaki, Miho Fukuhara, MISIA, Nishino Kana jelas di atasnya....
Cuteness? Come on! Senyum aja pelit...
Mana pendek bgt...
LIVE performance? labil....
ada yg bagus... ada yg cenderung gagal...

Jadi, kenapa banyak sekali YUI-lovers around these universe?
kenapa di Youtube banyak sekali yg nyoba meng-covers lagu2 YUI?
Kenapa Taeyeon, Nagasawa Masami ikut2an ngefans YUI?
kenapa fans2 yg ada cenderung menjadi sangat ngeFans (dg F besar) dan beberapa sampai sedikit depresi melihat PV YUI di Its My Life dan Hello?


Sunday, October 02, 2011

'Ugly the Cat'

Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was.  Ugly was the resident tomcat.  Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting, eating garbage, and shall we say, love.

The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly.

To start with, he had only one eye, and where the other should have been was a gaping hole.  He was also missing his ear on the same side, his left foot has appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner.

His tail has long since been lost, leaving only the smallest stub, which he would constantly jerk and twitch.  Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby striped-type, except for the sores covering his head, neck, even his shoulders with thick, yellowing scabs.  Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!"

All the children were warned not to touch him, the adults threw rocks at him, hosed him down, squirted him when he tried to come in their homes, or shut his paws in the door when he would not leave.  Ugly always had the same reaction.  If you turned the hose on him, he would stand there, getting soaked until you gave up and quit.  If you threw things at him, he would curl his lanky body around feet in forgiveness.  Whenever he spied children, he would come running meowing frantically and bump his head against their hands, begging for their love.  If you ever picked him up he would immediately begin suckling on your shirt, earrings, whatever he could find.

One day Ugly shared his love with the neighbors huskies.  They did not respond kindly, and Ugly was badly mauled.  From my apartment I could hear his screams, and I tried to rush to his aid.  By the time I got to where he was laying, it was apparent Ugly's sad life was almost at an end.

Ugly lay in a wet circle, his back legs and lower back twisted grossly out of shape, a gaping tear in the white strip of fur that ran down his front.  As I picked him up and tried to carry him home I could hear him wheezing and gasping, and could feel him struggling.  I must be hurting him terribly I thought.  Then I felt a familiar tugging, sucking sensation on my ear- Ugly, in so much pain, suffering and obviously dying was trying to suckle my ear.  I pulled him closer to me, and he bumped the palm of my hand with his head, then he turned his one golden eye towards me, and I could hear the distinct sound of purring.  Even in the greatest pain, that ugly battled-scarred cat was asking only for a little affection, perhaps some compassion.

At that moment I thought Ugly was the most beautiful, loving creature I had ever seen.  Never once did he try to bite or scratch me, or even try to get away from me, or struggle in any way.  Ugly just looked up at me completely trusting in me to relieve his pain.

Ugly died in my arms before I could get inside, but I sat and held him for a long time afterwards, thinking about how one scarred, deformed little stray could so alter my opinion about what it means to have true pureness of spirit, to love so totally and truly.  Ugly taught me more about giving and compassion than a thousand books, lectures, or talk show specials ever could, and for that I will always be thankful.

He had been scarred on the outside, but I was scarred on the inside, and it was time for me to move on and learn to love truly and deeply.  To give my total to those I cared for.

Many people want to be richer, more successful, well liked, beautiful, but for me, I will always try to be Ugly.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011

'Si Jelek'

Semua orang di komplek rumahku tau siapa itu "si Jelek", "si jelek" adalah kucing liar yang berkeliaran di sekitar komplek, "Si Jelek" menyukai tiga hal : berkelahi, memakan makanan sampah dan sesuatu yg biasa kita sebut dengan "CINTA"

"Si Jelek" hanya mempunyai satu mata, kupingnya selalu terluka setiap saat ku lihat, terlihat kaki kirinya sudah terluka parah dan "Si jelek" berjalan dengan tidak seimbang, selalu saja setiap jalan "Si Jelek" hanya mencari sudut jalan untuk beristirahat dan untuk membantu dia berjalan dengan baik. Ekornya telah lama hilang dan menyisakat sedikit bagian dengan banyak luka, dan itu membuatnya terlihat sangat jelek dan kotor.

"Si Jelek" sebenarnya memiliki warna abu-abu gelap belang belang, kecuali bagian luka yg menutupi bagian kepala, leher dan bahkan bahunya yg tertutup nanah berwarna kuning. Setiap kali orang melihat "Si Jelek" semua mempunyai reaksi yang sama "ihhhhh itu Kucing Jelek".

Semua anak kecil dilarang untuk menyentuhnya karena orang dewasa melarang mereka dan menjauhi kucing itu dengan kaki orang dewasa itu. Jika "Si jelek" ingin datang ke rumah mereka mengusir, meludahi dan melukai lagi "Si Jelek"atau "Si Jelek" hanya diam di depan pintu rumah itu diam dan melihat pintu.

"Si Jelek" selalu mempunyai reaksi yang sama, jika kamu berniat menyiraminya dia akan tetap diam disitu samapi kamu menyerah dan berhenti melakukannya. Jika kamu melempari sesuatu ke "Si Jelek", dia hanya merunduk dan merasa bersalah. Suatu saat si Jelek melihat anak-anak bermain, "Si jelek" hanya mengeong dan berlari ke arah anak-anak dan menggesekan kepalanya ke tangan si anak-anak dan berharap elusan dan "kasih sayang" dari anak-anak. Jika kamu pernah memeluknya dia akan menyusu pada kancingmu menganggap bahwa kamu ibu-nya

Suatu hari "Si Jelek" mengelus dan manja ke tetangga, mereka tidak membalasnya dengan baik, dan si jelek selalu mendapat perlakuan buruk. Terdengar dekat rumah, saya mendengar suara "Si Jelek" berteriak dan saya berlari kearahnya dan berusaha mengobatinya, sejak saat itu saya hanya melihat "Si Jelek" terdiam dan tertidur di tempat itu. Suatu waktu saya melihat "Si Jelek" masih tertidur dan kepalanya bergerak melihat ke arah ku, saya mendekatainya dan saat itulah "Si Jelek" akan mendekati ajalnya.

"Si Jelek" saya bungkus dengan plastik dan terlihat tangan dan kakinya keluar dari plastik tanpa tenaga, saya ambil dan saya bawa "Si Jelek" ke rumah saya, saya dapat mendengar suaranya yang kehabisan suara dan seperti sedang membisik dan merengek kecil, mungkin saya mengangkatnya itu membuatnya kesakitan.

Saya dapat mendengar "Si Jelek" kesakitan, menderita dan suara sekaratnya terdengar jelas olehku. Saya angkat "Si Jelek" mendekati ku dia mengeluskan kepalanya ke arah tanganku dan dia melihat ku dengan pandangan emas seperti dia merasa kalo aku hanyalah orang yg berada disisinya pada saat dia mati. Walaupun dalam kedaan sakit si jelek yang mempunyai luka pada tubuhnya itu hanya berharap elusan dan kasihsayang yg kecil dan berharap ada yang memperhatikannya.

Pada saat itu saya mengetahui sesuatu bahwa "Si Jelek" adalah binatang paling Cantik dan baik yang pernah saya lihat. Belum pernah dia mencoba menggigit atau mencakar ataupun mencoba menjauhiku atau berontak kepadaku. "Si Jelek" hanya melihatku mempercayaiku untuk menghilangkan rasa sakitnya itu.

"Si Jelek" mati di tanganku sebelum dia bisa masuk ke rumahku, saya memegang eratnya untuk beberapa waktu dan membayangkan seperti apa kehidupan "Si Jelek" selama ini yang berharap kasih sayang dan elusan dari setiap makhluk, pada saat itu "Si Jelek" memberiku pelajaran melebihi ratusan buku dan segala apapun, dan saya akan selalu berterima kasih kepadanya.

Dia memiliki luka di luar, tapi saya memeiliki luka di dalam dan itu adalah waktu bagi saya untuk menatap maju kedepan dan belajar mencintai, menghargai dan memberikan kasih sayang kepada orang-orang.

Banyak orang yang berusaha untuk menjadi kaya, sukses, disukai ataupun keren. Tapi bagi saya, Saya hanya ingin menjadi seperti "SI JELEK".
Tuesday, September 27, 2011

The Chronicles of Batak Christian Protestant Church

HKBP Logos

The Batak Protestant Christian Church is the fruit of the work of the Rhineland Mission (Germany) which began to work in the Batak land of North Sumatra in 1861. The Batak people had strongly rejected earlier attempts to evangelize them. The history of the mission and the church cannot be separated from the person of I.L. Nommensen, "the apostle to the Batak people", who arrived in 1864 and stayed until his death in 1918 as ephorus of the church. One of his great insights was the use of indigenous workers. The first school for Batak evangelists was established in 1868. Already in 1881 a church order was introduced, which enabled the church to grow strong in organization and size. The HKBP became autonomous in 1930. From 1940 onwards it was entirely self-governing, self-sup-porting and self-propagating. Today it is the largest Protestant church in Indonesia, with congregations in many parts of the archipelago and also in other countries. 

The HKBP understands itself as a church of Christ, established by the work of the Holy Spirit, an organism that "lives from age to age and from generation to generation across the borders of continents, nations, races and languages". It is part of the universal church, holding to one baptism. It has its own confession, adopted in 1951, which is based on the holy scriptures, on the Apostles', Nicene and Athanasian creeds, the Reformation and more recent confessions like the Barmen Theological Declaration of 1934. According to the latest revision of its constitution, the HKBP has a vision of developing itself to be an inclusive, dialogical and transparent church that, together with other Christians and people of other faiths, strives for the improvement of the quality of life of the people in the light of the love of Jesus Christ, for the glory of God. The mission of the church is carried out through its three departments: Diakonia, Marturia and Koinonia. The main concerns are bringing the gospel to non-Christian people (e.g. among Javanese and Tamil in Medan, tribes in Riau, in areas of transmigration), providing social services (e.g. care for orphans, for the blind, for drop-outs), gender justice, schools (nursery, elementary, high schools and technical, 145 in all), hospitals and health centres, HIV/AIDS, environment, violence and poverty. 

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Memories of the past

Sometimes when you get knocked down you have to learn to pick yourself up,
dust yourself off and just know that things will get better

I woke up in the middle of a dream. my eyelashes were wet the words I remembered are "I beg u, please don't go" This growing feeling for u is never changes my respect and adoration are always unshakable

The red sky at sunset today was tender like u, i shouted that it wasn't a dream this time "Please don't go" The memories don't disappear but neither increase the words I'm allowed to say are "I beg you, please stay with me"

Maybe, I can no longer hold on just by pretending to be strong my love can't be removed just by being held down the moonlight tonight is the guide you gave to me your back is too far and I can no more see it "Please stay with me!!!"

A memory of the past
Lets by gone be by gone, make it all a valuable lesson from a valuable experience.

thanx Rob for these meaningful songs...
Thursday, September 15, 2011

All about "love"

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak bisa memberikan alasan mengapa ia mencintaimu. Dia hanya tau, di mata dia, kamulah satu satunya.

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, sebenarnya selalu membuatmu marah / gila. Tapi ia tidak pernah tau hal bodoh apa yang sudah ia lakukan, karna semua yang ia lakukan adalah untuk kebaikanmu.

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, jarang memujimu. Tetapi di dalam hatinya kamu adalah yang terbaik.

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan mencaci maki atau mengeluh jika kamu tidak membalas pesannya, karna ia peduli.

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, hanya menjatuhkan air matanya di hadapanmu. Ketika kamu mencoba untuk menghapus air matanya, kamu telah menyentuh hatinya, dimana hatinya selalu berdegup / berdenyut / bergetar untuk kamu.

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak akan memberikan janji apapun dengan mudah, karna ia tidak mau mengingkari janjinya. Ia ingin kamu untuk mempercayainya dan ia ingin memberikan hidup yang paling bahagia dan aman selama lamanya.

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, selalu memberitahumu untuk tidak berpikir terlalu banyak, karna ia sudah merencanakan semuanya untukmu. Ia ingin memberikan kehidupan yang terbaik di masa mendatang. Ia ingin memberikanmu suatu kejutan, percayalah dia dapat melakukannya.

* Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak mau berkata Aku mencintaimu dengan mudah, karna segalanya yang ia lakukan untuk kamu adalah untuk menunjukkan bahwa ia siap mencintaimu. Tetapi hanya ia yang akan mengatakan kata I Love You pada situasi yang spesial, karna ia tidak mau kamu salah mengerti, dia mau kamu mengetahui bahwa ia mencintai dirimu.

* Seseorang yang benar - benar mencintai kamu, akan merasa bahwa sesuatu harus dikatakan sekali saja krn ia berpikir bahwa kamu telah mengerti dirinya. Jika berkata terlalu banyak, ia akan merasa bahwa tidak ada yang akan membuatnya bahagia / tersenyum. ....
Wednesday, September 14, 2011

a Lonely looner

apakah arti cinta bagimu....??
ada yg bilang cinta adalah spirit dalam menjalani kehidupan, karena di dalam cinta kita bisa menemukan apa makna kehidupan dan bahagia dalam menjalani hidup.
tiap manusia pasti memiliki cinta..
apakah itu benar adanya...??

aku tidak pernah mengerti apa itu cinta, dan untuk apa cinta itu...
yang aku tahu hanyalah kosong, hampa, dan kesunyian....

apakah hatiku berwarna hitam..??
apakah hatiku beku seperti es yang membeku abadi..??

aku tertawa, tersenyum, dan bercanda gurau. itu hanyalah sebuah topeng. topeng yang selalu aku pakai setiap hari bila bertemu dengan orang lain. sebab sebenarnya di dalam diriku, hanya ada kesunyian yang gelap gulita tanpa ada setitik pun cahaya yang menerangi...

meskipun disekelilingku ada keluarga, teman, dan sahabat. tapi aku merasa seperti berjalan sendirian di sebuah lorong sempit yang gelap. dan disana hanya ada aku dan bayanganku.
kemanapun bayanganku melangkah, kesanalah aku berjalan dengan semua kesunyian yang ada dalam hatiku....

lalu untuk apa aku dilahirkan di dunia ini, bila tidak ada cinta di dalam hatiku.....
bila aku hanya akan menyakiti hati orang lain...
sebab aku tidak pernah bisa memberikan cinta yang suci kepadanya...

apakah Allah itu adil....??
bila Allah adil, mengapa ada peperangan, kesengsaraan, dan penderitaan di dunia ini.
dan mengapa ada kesunyian dalam hatiku....

aku tidak akan menyalahkan Allah. karena Dia-lah yang menciptakan aku dengan semua kelebihan, dan semua kekurangan yang aku miliki, dan aku bersyukur untuk itu....

apakah aku berdosa,, ataukah aku iblis, karena tidak bisa merasakan dan memberikan cinta...???

every seconds, every minutes, every hours, every days, every months, and every years...i'm always feel so lonely...

because i'm just a lonely guy....
the lonely yoshikanji.....

F1 2011 The Game - Razor1911

Release name: F1_2011-Razor1911 
 : 7.42GB
Codemasters Studios Birmingham
Release Date: 20-09-2011

Description: F1 2011™ is the sequel to the BAFTA winning FORMULA ONE™ videogame from Codemasters®, the developer and publisher of award-winning racing games. Developed under Codemasters’ exclusive worldwide agreement with Formula One World Championship Limited, F1 2011 will come complete with all the official drivers, teams and circuits featuring in the 2011 FIA FORMULA ONE WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP™.  With a new focus on multiplayer gaming, including co-op Championships and split-screen mode, F1 2011 will invite players to ‘Be The Driver, Live the Life, Go Compete’ with a range of innovations, improvements and enhancements on and off the track. Set to be the most enthralling season yet, the 2011 FIA FORMULA ONE WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP features two new circuits in India and Germany, new drivers, rules, tyres as Sebastian Vettel seeks to defend his title.

All the Cars, All the Stars

Fully licensed, F1 2011 features all the drivers set to contest the 2011 FIA Formula One World Championship, including Sebastian Vettel, Lewis Hamilton, Fernando Alonso, Michael Schumacher and Jenson Button. All 2011 teams are represented including Ferrari, Red Rull Racing, Vodafone McLaren Mercedes and Lotus Renault GP in their iconic black and gold livery.

KERS, DRS and More

F1 2011 includes all the new rule changes set to make this year’s season the most exciting yet. F1 2011debuts DRS (Drag Reduction System) – the new system which enables drivers to adjust the rear wing on the car to give a boost of up to 10km. KERS also returns, giving players an extra 80BHP for up to 6.67 seconds, enabling drivers to blast past rivals. Combined, these systems encourage close wheel-to-wheel racing with new options for both defense and attack. This season’s new Pirelli tires are faithfully simulated in the game, and if players push their car too hard they may experience a range of authentic new damage failures.

Day and Night Racing

The 2011 Formula 1 Ethiad Airways Abu Dhabi Grand Prix comes alive with a full day/night transition which recreates the special atmosphere at this unique track. Every one of the existing circuits from the 2010 roster has been given a complete visual overhaul. New atmospheric effects, including dynamic clouds, compliment a weather system which features an advanced rain model that affects on-track grip. Powered by the EGO Game Technology Platforms, F1 2011 pushes forward the graphical standard of what can be achieved in a racing game.

Features :

  • Go Compete F1 2011 builds extensively on the multiplayer options from F1 2010. Split-screen racing is included for the first time in a high-definition FORMULA ONE title.
  • New Circuits for 2011. Two stunning new additions to the race calendar extend the number of circuits to feature in F1 2011 to 19.
  • Be the driver, live the life. From the paddock to the track, F1 2011 takes players closer to the experience of being a FORMULA ONE driver than ever before.
  • All the cars, all the stars. Fully licensed, F1 2011 features all the drivers set to contest the 2011 FIA FORMULA ONE WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP, including Sebastian Vettel, Lewis Hamilton, Fernando Alonso, Michael Schumacher and Jenson Button.
  • Full Day / Night Racing. The 2011 FORMULA 1 ETHIAD AIRWAYS ABU DHABI GRAND PRIX comes alive with a full day/ night transition which recreates the special atmosphere at this unique track.

Thursday, September 01, 2011

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